Few minutes ago, I was feeling sad, alone, unloved… not knowing what to do, what to be… Tired of this journey…even if day after day I can sense the joy that allows me to surrender and have faith that I am doing the right thing, that I don’t need to worry, that all is well…
There is this deep desire to say : ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
I am tired of these voices that are speaking in my head telling me what I should do, what I shouldn’t do, what it is right, what it is not right…
I am tired of all this bullshit.
I am tired to believe that there is no space for me to be, to exist… with my dreams, desires… my “insanity”.
I am tired of “me”. I am tired of being “fake”. I am tired of playing a role. I am tired of carrying a mask.
I am tired!!! I don’t know how to get rid of this mask and just be me. I don’t have all the answers but I want to move on.
I want to be the real me. I have been seeking for my true self for so long and I keep seeking.
Art has been my healer, my guide throughout this journey.
I want to go deeper and share this gift with the world but I keep having obstacles on my way… I AM TIRED!
What is it stopping me from being me, from living my dreams, from becoming an artist…? What is it that I need to get rid of? What is it that I need to accept? What is it that I need to do?
Again, I don’t have all the answers… I AM TIRED!
But when I create, sing, dance, paint, write… I find joy, love, hope and faith… I live in the present moment and I know that this is my path.
I am sharing a video of me dancing… why not?
After feeling down, I started dancing…this is my way to make peace with who I am.
I am feeling the need to share this video. First time that I am dancing in front of my camera…
I just want to share this part of me who has been in the shadow for so long.
Video link : Dance for self-love
Song: Nothing is gonna hurt you baby
by Cigarettes after Sex